The last two days didn't go very well. I felt like I was in kind of a funk and I didn't have much patience or love for the people around me. I had two days at home inbetween 4 weeks of being gone and so I was really excited about that time. I had been thinking about the things that I wanted to do, the people I wanted to see and the time I would spend just being by myself and it was just this morning as I was reading, thinking, and praying that I realized that I was in a funk because all I had thought about for the past couple of days was what I wanted. I had wasted those days on myself. I'm sorry for those of you who had to be be around me and if you have a minute please pray that I'll be able to stay focused on others because I'm slowly finding that to be a much more fulfilling way to live, but all too often I don't live that way.